21 Kasım 2008 Cuma

LONGING



Longing is a process that will never end until we die.Everything around us reminds us our past and our beloved relatives.While we are living another city or while we are living with them,we miss some very special times that are not wanted to pass. Time is passing very fast and taking our memories and some parts of ours from us.It is trying to make us forget our past by giving us lots of responsibilities about future that we may not want to but we have to take.And then we lose ourselves in this running life and cannot find time to think what we lived yesterday.While time is passing,it is holding our hands to bring us very far away from our memories and does not let us turn and look at past.We have to follow it because it is the rule of life.However, sometimes i cannot manage to obey this rule and find myself at the bottom of life.At that time i wanted to turn back to past but i know it is impossible and only my tears stay in my hands but nothing more.I know crying doesn't work in this situation but it is a way of comforting yourself,i think.Anyway,i don't like longing, even i hate nowadays,but i cannot escape this fact.I know i am not the only one who feels this,longing,this is the biggest solace for me:)))

I am watching,there are lots of lights which are laying through the sky
Maybe under them there are thousands of people,lightless(alone)
But who turns to listen dark screams?
Which wind owns the leaves which it caused to fall that
People own the poors from whom they stealed lights...

4 yorum:

cdenizhande dedi ki...

you are right.Longing is forever.I'm longing lots of things,too.My family,friends,schoo etc.But time is passing even if we are longing the past:(

şule dedi ki...

Always thinking about the past is not the solution. There is a new life, new days in front of us. So don't be pessimistic and try to enjoy your life. Carpe diem:))

hell in dedi ki...

you must me ask me what longing is. because I am longing so many things in these days. My mum, brother, relatives, hometown, friends, high school and beloved. everything that I do reminds me of everytihng I had before coming here.This is one of the worst thing ı have experienced but have to put with it. I think you are right about crying. It doesn't work but help you comfort. so to comfort myself I cry nearly every night these days. It is so baddd :'(

Adsız dedi ki...

we are longing so many things.Especially I have missed my childhood so much and want to return those days but as you know it is impossible.so we must look our future.Because time is so precious.